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I finally have a better idea what to put on an .

I'm very avidly into , enjoy and generally being . I love and . Also big into of all of the above.

I generally enjoy the aesthetics of casinos/gambling and especially jesters.

I'm still exploring who I am, but I'm and and that is leading me into realizing that my options should be more open.

Nothing is more important to me than my friends.

mh (-) 

Tried negotiating, tried explaining my feelings, nothing's working, situation just keeps getting worse. I guess I'll just have to continue enduring the mental torture and hope I make it through until an escape presents itself.

Apologies in advance if I'm just perpetually depressed from here on out. I'm trying my best.

I hate that the tidus laugh is like posted as a joke thing like "haha look at how bad of a fake laugh this is, what was the voice actor thinking" because like. That's the context of the scene, it's supposed to be a fake laugh

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I don't mean to brag, but I have some of the best friends that a person could ask for. I love each and every one of them. I recommend getting to know them, 'cause they're awesome, and you owe it to yourself.

I am still active here, in case you are directed here due to recent art uploads!

Things I learned from therapy, part one: (chime in if you want to!):

1. The first 20 thoughts while you’re in crisis mode are a lie. Never believe them. I'd love to show you some of what I've been working on with some awesome people. It's a teaser, and no firm dates so we don't end up crunching, but I am very excited about the project and can't wait to share it.

Gender euphoria, maybe bragging (+) 

I don't think there's anything more validating than having a cis woman calling you her gurlfriend in the platonic sense. Feel like I've been bordering between smiling and wanting to cry happy tears ever since.

mh - 

Today's one of those days where it feels like basically nobody *actually* wants me around and only tolerates me. Very little evidence to the contrary.

I know, ultimately, I should trust that I am a cool person and that it's just fluctuations in moods, but, when things pile up all at once, it's hard to argue against my brain saying "see, you're gonna be alone"


Commissioned work that I had a blast with!!

CW: Vore-focused discussion centered around a lack of consent during interactions in the community and why that's a problem 

Did a write-up on a widespread problem in the vore community (and one that I deal with constantly): Consent!

Read more about it and comment at one of the links below!

And in case you wanted a direct download:

Do you use an RSS/Atom reader?

Boosts appreciated for sample size :)

Asking for help, looking for somewhere to move 

I can't remember if I asked here, but does anyone have a room I can move into?

I can pay for it, but I really want to move out of this shitty fucking city. But due to my unemployment it makes moving on my own difficult. :/

Most apartments won't accept "Yeah people on the internet pay my bills don't worry about it"

I had such a fantastic day yesterday. Not a single plan of mine worked the way I thought it would, but it was still just amazing being surrounded by friends that showed how much they enjoy me and care about me.

This post probably sounds like sarcasm based on my general tone, but I'm being 100% sincere. I hope all my birthdays can be like that in the future.

A local friend passed tonight. I will raise a glass to him and wish him on his way. Please join me in renewing our commitment to be good to all those we meet so that we might collectively make something beautiful out of the time we have.

And please remember that you are loved.

I massively prefer spending time with friends today. I don't like, want to ruin whatever positive associations people have with Valentine's day, but I really just dislike sort of being told to like, dedicate a day to deciding who gets the Valentine's day trophy.

If you are reading this, then you can be my Valentine. Let's spend the day doing things we like with people we love, in all the manifold ways that can present.

mh ---- 

I am just falling apart today, whole bunch of things stacked on top of each other to make a nightmare anxiety cloud, been spending a good like 2-4 hours so far trying to fight off the panic attack, and I just realized the nucleus to all of it and now I just want to break down and cry.

TIL Britney Spears is actually awesome. She grew up in a small rural town and became famous by singing in shopping malls. This gathered enough of a crowd she became noticed. She literally forged her own path with no money.

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