The more I think about my own past, my history, and how I view myself. I always feel like I've come across the nucleus of why I am so clingy towards particular people.
However, it always feels like... they don't ever really see me as clingy. So I wonder if I'm just too guarded of what I actually feel or if I am just worried too much about it.
And as I'm typing this I'm thinking perhaps these same issues also explain why I'm hesitant to try to connect with people, too.
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